The next day was Saturday. For the first time in a while, I woke up without having a nightmare. I felt a bit lazy since I had missed my usual morning runs with Chisom, so I went for a run within the estate, did some sit-ups and push-ups, then took a shower.<\/p>\n
I felt pretty good. After doing a few chores, I went to Adaora and Lanre\u2019s house at 5pm, just like we planned. They were relaxing in the backyard, enjoying the warm weather with some cold drinks and a barbecue.<\/p>\n
Adaora was excited to tell me her story. \u201cOh my God, Kunle you were right, Chisom called us last night! She couldn\u2019t stop talking about your \u2018affair.\u2019 She didn\u2019t wait at all and just blurted out, \u2018I think Kunle is having an affair with someone. Do you know anything about it?'\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed. \u201cWhat did you tell her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI did what you suggested. At first, I acted like I was surprised and told her she couldn\u2019t really blame you. Then I admitted you mentioned something about a woman but didn\u2019t give us any details. She seemed really upset. I asked her how the rest of the evening went, but she didn\u2019t say much.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI owe you one, Adaora,\u201d I said. \u201cYesterday, you made me realize that Chisom wasn\u2019t even trying to understand my anger and the reasons behind it. I think this will help her really understand what I\u2019ve been going through!\u201d<\/p>\n
We all laughed, but then Lanre got a bit serious. \u201cWhat\u2019s your plan, Kunle? Are you going to tell her the truth, or keep the story about having an affair? And are you really thinking about dating someone else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBro, I\u2019m just going a day at a time. I\u2019m not interested in sex right now, not with Chisom or anyone else. I\u2019ll keep up the story for a few days. She can\u2019t really say I have no right to be with someone else.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lanre and Adaora both nodded. \u201cI feel you, brother,\u201d Lanre said.\u00a0\u201cAdaora and I will keep the story going. Whenever Chisom asks, we\u2019ll make it seem like you\u2019ve mentioned your new woman a few times.\u201d<\/p>\n
Once that was settled, we talked about other things and had a long, relaxing evening together. It was great to have a few hours without feeling so much pain and without thinking about Chisom and Chike\u2019s affair.<\/p>\n
********<\/p>\n
When I got home on Sunday, Chisom was waiting for me, looking anxious. She had made some fresh juice, tea, and dinner, and set it all up on our dining table. She was wearing a blue bum shorts that I liked and a tank top that showed off her figure nicely. She had done her hair and makeup carefully, and she looked amazing. It was clear she had put in a lot of effort. She looked absolutely beautiful.<\/p>\n
I didn\u2019t intend to eat or drink anything she had prepared. I wanted her to start the conversation. I simply greeted her, \u201cChisom, how are you? Thanks for this, but I already ate before I came.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, but\u2026\u201d She seemed upset but fell silent when I glared at her angrily. She fidgeting in the living room, twisting her wedding ring, unable to sit still. I waited calmly until she couldn\u2019t bear the silence any longer and finally spoke out.<\/p>\n
\u201cKunle, are you actually dating someone else? Are you having an affair, or did you say that to hurt me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you think I shouldn\u2019t date anyone, Chisom? Don\u2019t you think I deserve that much, after everything with you and Chike these past months?\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked uncomfortable and unhappy. \u201cI know what I did was terrible \u2026 But thinking about you with another woman really upsets me, and I need to know if it\u2019s true.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ve been seeing each other six or seven times in the past few weeks. I won\u2019t hide this from you, you did that to me, and I remember how much it hurt when I found out. So I\u2019m being honest with you about it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut why?\u201d she asked, bursting into tears. I looked at her with surprise.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay,\u201d she said after a moment, still crying. \u201cOkay, that was a dumb question. I hurt you, so you wanted to hurt me back. But what happens next? What\u2019s going to happen to us?\u201d<\/p>\n
The part of me that wanted Chisom to feel some pain was really enjoying this. \u201cChisom, I didn\u2019t do it to hurt you, and I\u2019m not trying to hurt you now. I\u2019ve known Anita through our work for years, and we\u2019ve always been friendly.<\/p>\n
After we finished a project, we went out for a drink one night and talked for a while. She was interested in me, and I mean, she\u2019s single, I didn\u2019t see any reason not to be with her. We had a great time, so why wouldn\u2019t I keep seeing her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut Kunle\u2026..our marriage?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHmm, our marriage ehn. You didn\u2019t really think about that when you were sleeping with Chike, did you?\u201d She just shook her head, looking sad.<\/p>\n
\u201cFirstly, I don\u2019t have any idea. Right now, I can\u2019t even have sex with you. Just thinking about it reminds me of you and Chike together. Since I\u2019m not having sex with you, why not have sex with Nitty? I\u2019m not sure where it will go.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKunle, do you love her?\u201d Chisom asked quietly.<\/p>\n
\u201cI like her. She\u2019s very attractive, and the intimacy we share is great. She\u2019s enthusiastic and eager. But right now, that\u2019s all it is.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chisom seemed really upset and lost. She said, \u201cI\u2019m torn. I can\u2019t bear the thought of you with someone else, it\u2019s driving me crazy imagining it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cChisom, I understand what you\u2019re saying. And there\u2019s something else. When you were with Chike, you would come home and sleep with me. You must have been with both of us on the same day many times, and I never knew. At least I\u2019m not doing that to you. I\u2019m not putting you in the same situation.\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded. \u201cI know that, Kunle. And I know \u2026 I know that I\u2019m the cause of all of this.\u00a0I\u2019m really angry that I can\u2019t ask you to stop seeing that girl! I know I don\u2019t have the right to say that, considering what I\u2019ve done, but I just wish you\u2019d stop seeing her.\u201d<\/p>\n
I smiled at her and said, \u201cI get how you feel. You\u2019re right, I won\u2019t just stop because you say so. I will decide if I want to stop seeing her. I have to do what\u2019s best for me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKunle,\u201d she cried, really scared, \u201cplease don\u2019t abandon me! I mean, us, don\u2019t give up on our marriage!\u201d<\/p>\n
I nodded and, after a moment, asked, \u201cChisom, can you read your list to me?\u201d<\/p>\n
Her list was quite disappointing. It only had a few things on it, and I felt she didn\u2019t fully grasp what I was experiencing. She wrote the list from my perspective, so this time it was me speaking directly.<\/p>\n
\u2013I am very angry that you broke our marital vows.<\/p>\n
\u2013I don\u2019t know how I am ever going to be able to trust you now.<\/p>\n
\u2013I am worried that maybe he was a better lover than I am.<\/p>\n
\u2013I am angry that we couldn\u2019t have sex on our anniversary, because you were sore from your escapades the previous day.<\/p>\n
\u2013I am upset that you lied to me, that you kept me in the dark about your affair for so many months.<\/p>\n
\u2013I don\u2019t know how to get over being angry with you.<\/p>\n
When she was finished, she looked over at me. When I didn\u2019t speak, she asked, \u201cHow did I do, Tom?\u201d<\/p>\n
I sighed. \u201cYou didn\u2019t capture everything.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked upset. \u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWell,\u201d I replied, \u201cyou have really put yourself in my shoes yet. Let me tell you exactly what I feel.\u201d<\/p>\n
I\u2019m upset because you prioritized yourself. You did something that made you happy, even though you knew it could harm our marriage and make me hurt.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m really angry because I trusted you to be faithful, but you completely betrayed that trust. Our intimate moments were special because we promised to only share them with each other, and you broke that promise without telling me.<\/p>\n
You deceived me all this while. When I asked you about it, you lied directly to me. You only admitted the truth and ended your affair when I had undeniable proof.<\/p>\n
I hate it that you took pleasure at my expense.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m upset because our marriage is broken, and I doubt we can ever fix it. I wish things could go back to how they were, but that\u2019s impossible now. Even if we stay together, I\u2019ll never trust you like I did before. That trust is gone.<\/p>\n
She looked at me. \u201cI\u2019m sorry Kunle?\u201d<\/p>\n
I simply replied, \u201cI know you are.\u201d<\/p>\n
We discussed different topics. I hadn\u2019t talked to the kids for a few days, so Chisom updated me on how they were. She had told them I\u2019d been away on business trips, so they didn\u2019t know I had moved out. I was thankful she handled it like that.<\/p>\n
The problem would come up when they returned from vacation. If I still lived in an apartment, Chisom and I would have to figure out how to explain the situation to them. Fortunately, we still had a few weeks before we had to face that.<\/p>\n
Then I told Chisom, \u201cIt\u2019s been a great afternoon, but I need to leave.\u201d<\/p>\n
She quickly asked, \u201cAre you meeting her tonight?\u201d I nodded, and tears returned to her eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m sorry, Chisom,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
\u201cKunle, can we \u2026 talk again soon?\u201d \u201cSure,\u201d I replied. \u201cHow about Tuesday, the day after tomorrow? Why don\u2019t you come over to the apartment for dinner?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay,\u201d she sniffled.<\/p>\n
I wasn\u2019t sure how to feel, but it was obvious that Chisom was more unhappy than me at that moment. It seemed like a step forward to me.<\/p>\n
**********<\/p>\n
By Tuesday, I began feeling more optimistic about my marriage. I wasn\u2019t as devastated as before. I took some positive steps. Chisom had to confront the pain she caused me more directly, and it seemed like she was dealing with it. Lastly, the imaginary Anita was in Chisom\u2019s head rent-free.<\/p>\n
As I tidied up the apartment and checked on dinner, I anticipated telling Chisom about my made-up experiences with Anita. She was curious to hear about them. The good thing about an imaginary affair is that you can make it perfect! I planned to describe my sex with Anita as hot as possible.<\/p>\n
When Chisom arrived she once again looked terrific. My wife was always beautiful, but when she set out to look her best, she was totally stunning. She had on low heels that added to her height, and a pastel blue skirt that swirled around her when she walked. Her sleeveless blouse was white and a little bit see-through so that I got the impression of a lacy bra beneath it.<\/p>\n
She made the salad while I brought out the dinner I\u2019d prepared: jollof rice. Once again, she was impressed with my cooking. During our marriage, I gradually let Chisom do most of the cooking, even though I used to be a good cook as a bachelor. It was nice to be reminded of my cooking skills. After dinner, we sat on the couch, and Chisom immediately asked me about Anita.<\/p>\n
\u201cKunle, it might sound strange, but I need to hear about your relationship with her. How did it begin and what\u2019s happening now? I understand how hard it was for you to hear about my affair with Chike, but I think I need to know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think I understand now how you felt. It\u2019s better to know the truth, even if it\u2019s terrible than to let my imagination make things worse.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOK,\u201d I said. \u201cI\u2019ll tell you about it.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked very worried.<\/p>\n
\u201cNitty works for a company that does a lot of business with mine. I\u2019ve known her casually for two or three years because we both attend many business meetings together. Sometimes, a few of us have gone out for a drink after work, but always with a group of 6-8 others. Until about three weeks ago, we had never spent time alone together.<\/p>\n
Mira is 25 years old. She doesn\u2019t look much like you. She\u2019s around 5 feet 2 inches tall and has a curvy figure. She has a full, shapely body with wide hips, well shaped ass and pretty nice breasts to compliment.\u201d<\/p>\n
Chisom grimaced a little, but I didn\u2019t stop. I went on.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat I find appealing about her is that she\u2019s lively and funny, cheerful, but I dislike using that word. She laughs often, and even in work meetings, she doesn\u2019t seem to take things too seriously. Two nights after I talked to you about Chike, I had a long business meeting with Anita and a few others that went on until about 8 pm.<\/p>\n
Four or five of us went out for a drink afterwards, but eventually, everyone except Nitty and I had to leave. We were having a good time, so I suggested we have dinner together.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe knows I\u2019m married, so she immediately asked, \u2018What about your wife? Aren\u2019t you going home to her?\u2019 I told her the truth: I discovered you were cheating, so I moved out of our house. I told her I was probably going to be bad company in the state I was.\u201d<\/p>\n
She said, \u201cActually, Mr Kunle, I\u2019ve always liked you. We think alike, and I appreciate how you don\u2019t take our work too seriously. Your sense of fun is appealing to me. I\u2019d really enjoy having dinner with you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe had dinner at Zen Garden, and it was nice. Nitty is easy to talk to, and we enjoyed chatting without getting into serious topics. I learned a bit about her background. She grew up in the US, returned to Nigeria when she was about 10, went back to the US to finish her studies, and came back home after getting her masters.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen the bill came, I paid it and offered to take her home. She asked, where I was staying since I had moved out. I told her the hotel I was lodged in. She said she had heard the rooms there were really nice and asked if she could come see mine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI asked her if she was sure about this, especially with my situation. She told me I had always been on her \u2018Too bad he\u2019s married\u2019 list for a while. Right then, I wasn\u2019t completely on it. She said she\u2019s a grown woman, and this was exactly what she wanted.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI felt really happy and told her that. We went to the hotel, went up to my room, and I made drinks for us. We sat on the sofa and talked more. She asked if I had been with another woman since I got married, and I said no, feeling a bit nervous. But she smiled and said she thought we would be great together.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI pulled her close by her waist and we kissed passionately for a long time, maybe half an hour. I started touching her large, firm breasts, and we both became very turned on. She was breathing heavily from our kissing, and moaned with pleasure when I touched her breasts.\u201d<\/p>\n
She backed away for a moment and said to me, \u201cK, can I tell you something? I love oral sex, both giving and receiving, and I really like it when my breasts are smooched.\u201d It was a big tun on that she was so open and honest with me.<\/p>\n
\u201cI lifted her without speaking, carried her to the bed, removed her top and bra, and started smooching her breasts.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNitty really enjoys it when her breasts are touched. I gently stroked them, starting away from her nipples but gradually getting closer. She closed her eyes and softly moaned. She liked it when I lightly pinched her nipples, so I did that for a while.<\/p>\n
Then I focused on one breast while lightly licking and kissing the other. It was thrilling for me too, being with a new woman after a long time, especially since she responded so well to my touch. And her breasts are simply gorgeous.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter a while, I moved down and removed her skirt and panties, which were very wet. Knowing she liked oral sex, I kept my hands on her breasts while using my tongue on her thighs and vagina. I took my time, alternating between focusing on her breasts and gently licking her vagina lips, then concentrating on her clitoris while lightly touching her nipples.<\/p>\n
I continued this until her hips started moving and she moaned continuously.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI could tell she was close to her climax, so I focused on her breasts again, sucking on one while using both hands below. With one hand, I stimulated her clitoris, and with the other, I gently slipped two fingers inside her. After about a minute, she couldn\u2019t hold back anymore.<\/p>\n
She gasped, then cried out as she was hit with a powerful orgasm, shaking with pleasure. I withdrew my fingers, cuddled up next to her, and held her in my arms while her body vibrated and then relaxed, sighing with her eyes closed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI felt relieved. I was worried about being with another woman and unsure if I could satisfy her. But since I made Nitty feel good, I knew I still had my game on.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter a few minutes, she glanced at me and exclaimed, \u2018Wow, Kunle. If I knew you could work my body like that, I would\u2019ve jumped on you right there at the restaurant!\u2019 I smiled and replied, \u2018You\u2019re such an amazing and attractive woman, Nitty. You have a beautiful body and I\u2019d love to further explore it.\u201d<\/p>\n
She said, \u201cGood job papi, now sit back and watch me work my magic.\u201d She pushed me onto my back, took off my clothes, and started touching and stroking me. In about 45 seconds, I was very aroused.<\/p>\n
She teased me like I had teased her, using her hands and tongue until I was desperate, then slowing down until I relaxed. She opened her mouth wide and comfortably took my balls in without me worrying she\u2019d bite. After a lot of teasing, she started giving me a serious blowjob, clearly wanting to make me cum.<\/p>\n
\u201cBut I stopped her and said, Nitty, I really want to cum inside you.\u2019 She smiled and got on top of me. As she guided me inside her, she said, \u2018I\u2019m on the pill, go ahead and cum inside me.\u2019 She began riding me, slowly at first, then faster, smiling at me the whole time. I lost control, moving my hips wildly and holding her close. I ejaculated intensely, holding her down as I came.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know if it was because this was someone new, Chisom, or because Anita is very sexy and full of energy, or because I hadn\u2019t had sex in over a week, or maybe all of those reasons. But it was one of the best orgasms I\u2019ve ever had in my life. I just lay there, exhausted, and kept commending her.\u201d<\/p>\n
We rested for a bit. I might have slept through the night, but after about an hour, Anita woke up. She started rubbing her breasts against me, moving them across my chest. It felt really good, and I could tell she was getting very excited again.<\/p>\n
I began to stroke her back and sides, sometimes her breasts, while she kept rubbing them on me. Then I moved her up so her breasts were near my face, and I teased her with my cock, rubbing it against her lips without going in. I kept gently grabbing her nipples with my lips as they passed by and sucked on them softly.<\/p>\n
We got more excited and playful with each other. She started moaning. I wanted to be inside her, so I gently rolled her onto her back and penetrated her. With her eyes closed, I thrust in and out smoothly and steadily.<\/p>\n
As I told this story, I kept an eye on Chisom. She looked more miserable than ever, curled up in the corner of the sofa. For a moment, I felt sorry for her. But then I remembered the tape of her and Chike in the motel that I had to listen to, and I got angry again. Her happiness and closeness with him made me furious! So, if my story made Chisom feel some of that same pain, I wasn\u2019t going to stop. I kept narrating the story.<\/p>\n
\u201cI slowly picked up speed, going faster and faster.\u00a0\u00a0It was great that I had already cum earlier in the evening, so I knew I would last longer. By the time I felt my orgasm building, she had already had one earth-shaking orgasm.<\/p>\n
Her second one came just as I was about to climax, trying hard to keep my strokes long and smooth. But when she tightened her pussy around my dick, it was game over,\u00a0I lost control for a few seconds, and we both climaxed at the same time. It was everything!\u201d<\/p>\n
This time, we were both really tired. We smiled at each other, kissed sleepily for a few minutes, and then fell into a deep sleep.<\/p>\n
\u201cThankfully, the next day was Saturday. We slept in a bit, and when I suggested we go downstairs for breakfast, Anita wanted to take a shower first. Showering with her was incredibly sensual. We took our time washing each other.<\/p>\n
She washed my whole body first, avoiding my penis until the end, even though I really wanted her to touch it. She finally soaped it up, stroking it gently and smiling at me while I groaned in pleasure.\u201d<\/p>\n
I playfully teased her, touching her arms, legs, and torso but avoiding her breasts. Finally, I touched her breasts, holding her from behind, and she sighed, relaxing into me. I slowly moved my soapy hands over them, and she completely relaxed. Her breathing got faster, and I wondered if we would make it back to the bed or have sex right there in the shower. I started to reach\u2026<\/p>\n
Chisom suddenly stood up, tears streaming down her face. She said, \u201cKunle, please stop! I can\u2019t handle this right now. I thought I needed to hear it, but I can\u2019t\u2026 I don\u2019t know what to do\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
She paused, shivered, and said, \u201cI need to leave now.\u201d Before I could respond, she rushed out the door and went downstairs.<\/p>\n
I quickly followed her, not to stop her, but to make sure she reached her car safely. From a short distance away, I saw her run to her car, get in, put on her seat belt, and drive off.<\/p>\n
As I walked back up to my apartment, I felt a mix of emotions. My own story turned me on because my imaginary Anita was really sexy! For the first time since I confronted Chisom about her cheating over three weeks ago, I felt turned on. It was good to know that my sex drive was just asleep, not gone.<\/p>\n
For the first time, I felt like I was getting to a better place. The anger still flared up sometimes, just as intense as the first time. Moving past it wasn\u2019t going to be a steady process; it would be slow and unpredictable. I needed to carefully consider my next steps.<\/p>\n
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